My days before departure

Leaving: October 8th, 2008

Departing: Toronto Airport at 6:00pm

Flight Changes: Toronto (5hrs) -Los Angeles, US (15hrs) - Brisbane, AU (4hrs) - Townsville, AU

In my room is my suitcase laying open with a stack of clothing piling up in it. It can be surprising how many things I think I need to take, yet as the pile gets higher and higher, I realize I will have to downsize. I haven't gotten all my essentials yet, but I am assuming that I can get it in these next three days before my departure.

As I prepare to leave, my mind jumps from one thought to another. It seems like I can't keep my head on straight. When people ask me how my preparations are going and if I am ready or not, I answer with I think so. Leaving my home, family and friends seem so unreal. Wednesday, October 8th, I will be on the other side of the world. It's not a vacation in which I can just go home the second week. It the huge scheme of things, five and a half months is short for a part of my life, but in the moments where I want to be with my family or friends they will seem so long. Yet, I know that everywhere I go, a member of my family, Abba Father-my friend, Jesus comes with me. Constantly by my side. So as my nerves rise when I thinking about my expedition to Australia, I have a comfort in Him. Every step of the way He is there.

He has given me encouragement. Not a fluke happening, but a reassurance.

I've been getting more and more nervous about my travels by myself, and the long distance from Canada to Australia. My dreams have been filled with me missing flights, forgetting ID's or catching the wrong planes. Silly dreams can get in the way of our minds at time. Anyways there is this young girl, Jarvin who is going to the same Discipleship Training School as me and she lives in St. Catherines. We decided to meet up at a Tim Hortons on Upper James. We chatted about our excitement but also nervous feelings and it was great! When we started to talk about our flight details we soon realized we were on the same plane! I even choose to go to Australia two days early before the program starts to settle in and get rid of my jet leg. So truly God is in control and taking care of me.

So as I prepare, I must tell you I am nervous, and excited. All my emotions are colliding. Oppposite feelings are hitting each other head first. Right now I am just praying for a safe travels and a happy farewell to my family. I only ask that you keep my travels in your prayers and my family and friends.

Praise His Holy Name